i hate blogging about negative things. but nowadays i dont post unless i feel the big need to.

life pretty much sucks right now. for the past few days things are just going downhill and theres no stopping the bits of sadness that comes with it.
but each new failure or piece of unhappy news, whether it be my fault or not, feels like a little knife poking into my heart. and i'm dreading constantly a time where many of those hot little knives fly right into my face.

i dont know. i just feel like i'm being baited, being frusted or angered because someone at that time is trying to get to at me. baited. i'm not a frickin animal. why cant people open their minds and eyes and hearts a little? i dont even know where this is all coming from.

anyway, i'll stay positive and not let my own problems get in the way of others.

all the darkness in the world will dim out the little light that exists. and i know it.
posted by halfpastfour- at 11:00 PM [edit]